Does this exist?
I’m not really sure what you mean, it’s kind of unclear to me, but maybe monosexual?
https://lgbta.wikia.org/wiki/Monosexual
Please do not read this, hello, thanks for reaching out. My name is Kimberly, How can I help?
4:00 AM
Kye
Hello, I’m Kai . I am not sure if I would like to chat, or what about
4:00 AM
Kimberly (Counselor)
What seems to be bothering you today that prompted you to reach out today?
4:01 AM
Kye
I will try and talk about school and a poem, I can not share the poem now. And I would like to , or feel the need to runaway.
4:01 AM
Tell the reasons for the last one,
4:02 AM
Kimberly (Counselor)
I’m here to listen to an talk about whatever it is that is concerning you today. I also need to let you know that our conversation will be confidential, however I do need to inform you that we have an obligation to protect you or someone else if we learn serious risk of harm, or if the law requires us to disclose information.
4:03 AM
Have you wished you were dead or wished you could go to sleep and not wake up?
4:04 AM
Kye
I get scared sharing myself to others, cause I tried talking to my math summer school teacher. Cause I use to talk to my math tutor, and that is one reason why. And I forgot a little the others, I did not know that. Kind of sacred,
4:05 AM
Kimberly (Counselor)
I can understand that it can be scary for you to share.
4:06 AM
Kye
Yes, but at the same time. I would like to stabed. But not while sleeping,
4:07 AM
Kimberly (Counselor)
Have you actually had any thoughts about killing yourself?
4:07 AM
Kye
Yes, or letting someone else do that to me.
4:08 AM
Kimberly (Counselor)
have you thought about how you might do this?
4:08 AM
Kye
I have tried too ignore those thoughts I want, just to go to heaven. And that is kind of hard for me, but I want too go up. Not burn forever, in fire. 
4:09 AM
Yes a little
4:09 AM
Kimberly (Counselor)
Have you had any intention of acting on these thoughts of killing yourself, as opposed to you have the thoughts buy you definitely would not act on them?
4:10 AM
Can you tell me more about what’s bothering you today that prompted you to reach out today?
4:13 AMI get scared sharing myself to others, cause I tried talking to my math summer school teacher. Cause I use to talk to my math tutor, and that is one reason why. And I forgot a little the others, I did not know that. Kind of sacred,
4:05 AM
Kimberly (Counselor)
I can understand that it can be scary for you to share.
4:06 AM
Kye
Yes, but at the same time. I would like to stabed. But not while sleeping,
4:07 AM
Kimberly (Counselor)
Have you actually had any thoughts about killing yourself?
4:07 AM
Kye
Yes, or letting someone else do that to me.
4:08 AM
Kimberly (Counselor)
have you thought about how you might do this?
4:08 AM
Kye
I have tried too ignore those thoughts I want, just to go to heaven. And that is kind of hard for me, but I want too go up. Not burn forever, in fire.
4:09 AM
Yes a little
4:09 AM
Kimberly (Counselor)
Have you had any intention of acting on these thoughts of killing yourself, as opposed to you have the thoughts buy you definitely would not act on them?
4:10 AM
Can you tell me more about what’s bothering you today that prompted you to reach out today?
4:13 AM
Kye
Let me see, I was going too do it after college. Not sure when like if I still have the same, part time job if I do. Um, sometime after that or after I go too university if I do. I think so, I was going too do it outside. But after doing it cover myself with something. Cause I would not want anyone being scared cause someone is not alive. I was going too try and do it near a funeral home and just hope they take me in. I am still not sure how that works, I was going to try and build up some bravery? And stab me with a fencing sword I would buy then. Not now, If I could not do that I would try to put rope around it’s neck . Or let someone fence me then let me lose then stab me. Or let someone put me down . For forever sleep,
4:14 AM
Kimberly (Counselor)
If we were to get disconnected for any reason can you give me a number where I can reach you
4:15 AM
Kye
I am sorry I have not read your message yet, also I am on a phone. For now, I feel disconnected too my body, I feel so disconnected I feel weird holding hands with me. Cause I think of it or see it as someone else’s hand. And do not like to look into my eyes seeing them as someone else’s and that feels weird too me. With anyone, and no. I wanted to try and talk about school or my emotions. And try,
4:16 AM
I am trying to ignore those thoughts, I want. But trying not to act on them, I hope this helped. And I hope I am helpful, not confusing you by anything.
4:17 AM
Kimberly (Counselor)
We can most definitely talk about school and your emotions. First I need to make sure that you are safe that is the most important thing to me in this moment.
4:19 AM
Kye
Oh ok,
4:19 AM
And wanted to maybe mention, reasons and when I was going too runaway.
4:20 AM
Kimberly (Counselor)
I’m sure that these feelings, thoughts and emotions are extremely scary for you. How long have you been having them?
4:20 AM
Kye
4 months
4:20 AM
Kimberly (Counselor)
That has to be very difficult for you to have been dealing with these emotions all this time? I need to know if you intend to carry out the plan you described to kill yourself?
4:22 AM
Kye
I am not sure, I guess not cause I am trying to ignore them.
4:23 AM
Kimberly (Counselor)
Thank you for sharing I know this is not easy for you I appreciate your honesty. Can you tell me if you have ever done anything, started to do anything, or planned to do anything to end your life?
4:24 AM
Kye
In may I think it was I thought of planning my funeral. But just thinking. Um no attempt, or yet.
4:25 AM
Kimberly (Counselor)
I’m glad you reached out for support with everything that’s going on for you that was brave of you it takes a lot of courage to reach out when you need help.
4:25 AM
Kye
Yes in may I thought of that
4:26 AM
Yes
4:26 AM
I just wanted too now
4:26 AM
A little?
4:26 AM
Kimberly (Counselor)
Can you tell me what is going on that is causing you to have these thoughts?
4:26 AM
Kye
Yes, I am always or somewhat uncomfortable in my body, I feel I would still maybe a little feel discomfort even if I went on HRT. I would have bottem dysphoria if bottem growth. I would feel a little or more better but I would still doubt or how much of a man I am? Um, I am non binary I think. And have the same experience’s as trans men, consider me trans. Feel fine or fine with certain masculine words, but Not really sure if I am internally male. I am but doubt. Wanting too go god I thought, and sleeping forever. Going away from my body,
4:31 AM
I tried too explain , sorry if it not my best. Sentences, or explaining
4:31 AM
Kimberly (Counselor)
What is HRT?
4:31 AM
Kye
Hormone replacement therapy
4:32 AM
Sorry, is it possible you look it up while chatting.
4:33 AM
Kimberly (Counselor)
Thank you for sharing that took a lot of courage Kye. What are you ask that I look up?
4:34 AM
Kye
It’s therapy um or therapeutic, and replacing hormones. Like too feel a little more comfortable or somewhat. I would like too take testosterone. There is a few ways of taking hormones. Patches, Gel, shots. Or pills , the ones I know. I wanted too take a shot too I guess get used to getting stabbed, um. I want gel now, it is also known as medically transition. You do not need to do this though, to be valid. And I know that, but I would like to.
4:36 AM
Hrt
4:36 AM
And what is that,
4:36 AM
You should not take to much, I could try looking and have seen a few tik tok videos. Of how to safely apply, I might want too chat more in the morning. Or when I can use my online school’s computer again, but I would like to try now, with you miss kimberly. I also had a teacher named that :0
4:38 AM
Kimberly (Counselor)
Thank you for sharing so much with me today. You have told me that you have been having bad thoughts for about four months now. You have thought about killing yourself and even considered they way you want to carry this plan out. I need to know in this moment are you at risk of killing yourself?
4:40 AM
Kye
No miss
4:40 AM
Kimberly (Counselor)
Thank you for that information Kye. I know you just confirmed that you are not at risk at this very moment. I do need to ensure that you are not just safe now but after our conversation as well. You mentioned that you want to be stabbed do you have access to a knife or any weapon that can be used to carry out your plan.
4:43 AM
Kye
No,
4:43 AM
Kimberly (Counselor)
Thank you Kye, I am glad to know that yo are safe. Your life is important and you matter. Sometimes life gets heavy and you may not know how to process your thoughts feels or emotions. I am sorry that you are having to go through a dark time right now i know that is scary for you.
4:46 AM
Kye
Ok, I am sorry but do not get the life is important Hm.
4:47 AM
I am trying too listen
4:47 AM
Kimberly (Counselor)
Are you currently seeing a therapist to help you navigate through your feelings and emotions? Your life is important and so are you. Sometimes it can be overwhelming I totally understand. I admire your courage. I know making the decision to reach out was not easy but you did and that take a lot of courage.
4:49 AM
Kye
The reasons why I want too runaway in 2 or 3 years. Is cause I am not supported and I feel sad or would be more If I was there. Cause, They already misgender me, and that would turn to years. And it depends who says that and if they do it on purpose or not , it would still effect me. And would be a bit harder ignoring my thought of not being alive.
4:50 AM
I feel I am somewhat stupid, one time. But not knowing why, uh
4:50 AM
I am seeing a counselor, we have not chatted in near 4 months. I was going to try and. Chat again, when I go to 8th grade. For the first day, maybe.
4:52 AM
Kimberly (Counselor)
I am sorry that you feel that way Kye. I can provide you with resources in your area that can be a great help to you such as support groups and or a therapist. Were you interested in speaking to a medical professional?
4:53 AM
Kye
I think so, no therapist please. I am interested in the groups to
4:54 AM
I am going to try and listen to 3 songs. Then go to sleep, I keep getting dreams. This week maybe, and last.
4:55 AM
Kimberly (Counselor)
I respect your decision not to see a therapist. I can definitely provide you with information on support groups. Can you tell me why you stopped chatting with your counselor?
4:56 AM
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4:57 AM
The Trevor Project is a non-profit organization dedicated to saving the lives of LGBTQ youth. They seek to provide support and crisis services for this marginalized group. The Trevor Project offers several education programs:The Lifeguard WorkshopTrainings for professionalsThe Model School Policy, a resource for schools and educatorsThey also offer resources including the Trevor Support Center and information about suicide prevention. Connect and chat with people at The Trevor Project online, via text by texting START to 678678, or by calling 1-866-488-7386.
4:58 AM
The name of this program is Emotions Anonymous (EA )meetings are available face-to-face, remotely, and virtually through a wide variety of platforms. To locate a meeting in your area, visit their website and utilize the search parameters to narrow meeting listings. Just click on the actual meeting for additional information. [email protected]
4:58 AM
Kye
I am not sure when I will do that painting or color , I did not cause someone was upset when I talked too much to a counselor. Someone I live with, they thought I might or the counselor might take me too a psych ward or somewhere close. And get evaluated which I think means questioned. It made them upset so got kind of , I am not sure. And stopped, then things happened again. And just tried not to, I am guessing for that one. I use trevor project, and know and tried lifeline. I can not type I do not know if I would like to call.
5:00 AM
I think I like emotions A.
5:01 AM
I have a slight headache I will do those things I did then go to sleep. I think I might chat here when I leave in 2 or 3 years, I was manly going to use national runaway service for that. But I like talking here,
5:02 AM
Hello, miss Kimberly?
5:02 AM
Kimberly (Counselor)
I am glad to know that you like Emotions and that you are familiar with the Trevor project and the lifeline. I can understand that we have been chatting for some time now and that you maybe tired. I would like to follow up with you in couple days to check on you ca you give me number where you can be reached in the next couple days?
5:02 AM
Kye
No, sorry. I broke or accidentally broke some phones. The only phone I have access to is someone elses, and would be tough. And I might not want too use there phone a day. I could try asking someone here to say something from me.
5:04 AM
Kimberly (Counselor)
I am glad that you are comfortable chatting with me today and I genuinely appreciate you giving me the opportunity to assist. Yes that would be great if you can do that. I know that you are sleepy. I hope your headache goes away soon. I want you to know anytime you are having these uneasy thought s feeling or emotion you are welcome to reach out to us we are always here.
5:06 AM
is there anything I may have missed that you would like to talk about before we wrap up out chat?
5:08 AM
Kye
No I do not think so, I wanted to copy chat but it is kind of hard on a phone.
5:09 AM
Kimberly (Counselor)
Can you tell me if the conversation we had helped you based on how you felt before our conversation to now how are you feeling? Maybe you can try screenshots.
5:10 AM
5:14 AM
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Kimberly (Counselor)
Kye, I’m sure making the decision to reach out was not an easy decision for you but I am so glad that you did. It takes a lot of courage to be open and honest. I admire your bravery. I personally want to thank you for sharing so much with me today. We’re here 24/7 if you’re ever feeling like you’re in crisis again. Take care.
5:14 AM
Kye
Here
5:14 AM
I will try again, I do not think a screenshot would work
5:15 AM
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