What is this?

So, I feel gender euphoria when I’m super masculine (everyday all the time) and when I’m super feminine (sometimes) and I get gender envy from nonbinary/agender people, this is the only way to explain my gender but In terms, always boy, sometimes girl, and I always get gender envy from enby/agender people.
Edit: and sometimes Im 2 genders aswell, like enby and boy, boy and girl, ect, most commonly boy and girl tho if I am two genders.

we just think it’s genderfluid tbh-
-:yin_yang: