Vent

CW: feeling isolated

I feel outcast

I feel dangerous when I interact here for something that is not my fault just as much as it is nobody else’s fault. There is nobody to blame in this situation which is partially what makes it so hard.

I feel like I’m being driven away from my friends and my community here and I hate that, but I’m doing it to protect somebody I’ve accidentally hurt. But this is, in turn, hurting me. This is very difficult, and I’m gonna be taking a bit to try to figure out what to do. I feel as if my very presence here is damaging.

I am not mad at anybody here for any reason, everybody involved is doing what they can, as they know how. I am not asking for apologies, but I am not giving apologies, as I didn’t do anything (on purpose). That doesn’t make this any easier, though. This post may be ‘targeted’ at a specific user, but that ‘target’ is in no way aggressive, confrontational, accusing, or guilt-tripping.

I’ve taken to posting on my toyhouse more often for now

This is not a hiatus warning. As of now, I will not be chased away from these beings that I love. But I may be quieter/less active until some ‘ending’ to this situation is achieved.

Idk how to tone tag this, but I no harm to anybody.

— Bunny/Crimson, with Vigilante

To end this on a lighter note, here are some images/gifs I found of all of us. Y’all my flock /sin /aff /quiet

I am not aware of what happened but I promise you your presence here is not damaging, I don’t know you well but you have always been so kind and welcoming to me, and I love interacting with u! I hope that we get to know each other better /gen /sin

Bnunny
You are loved here
You are not hurting anybody
You are a wonderful member

Dont forget this <3 (/plat)
Also unaware of what happened but I NEED you to remember that none of this is true and that you are one of the best users I’ve ever met /srs /npa

I am not great at responding to vents, but just know that I love you (/gen /pla) and I don’t want you to feel driven away

Idk what happened but ur chill

Tysm everybody, your words are extremely kind and more appreciated than you know /sin. I have hurt somebody here, though, (accidentally/unknowingly) and my presence continues to impact them negatively as they work out how to handle this — I’m aware my presence doesn’t hurt anybody else/everybody here, just this user. Sorry if that wasn’t clear in my post /gen.

Hugs for all of you, tysm

I am admittedly not the best at responding to vents either but you are truly an awesome member of this community and I know you are doing the best you can /gen