So I think I might aceflux, but I’m not 100% sure. This time last year I thought I was hypersexual(I’m actually hyperromantic) and now im thinking the opposite.
I came out to my family, it went well
I think I have OSDD-1b(basically did without blackouts). If I am, I pretty sure there’s one other member of my system, who rarely fronts and is also a persecutor. The thing is i don’t have much trauma from when I was young(and still now) and certainly not enough to have did. Also I can still feel and see everything when I’m not in control of my body. I’m not sure if I’m actually controlling it or someone else. The possible alter is definitely a persecutor. I dunno maybe I have bpd or smth. I some systems help me out in the comments?
We’re nondisordered so we don’t know much on this subject sry
But congrats on coming out!! And yeh, you should check out this page for info on ace-related identities (how i figured out i was acespike and arojump!)
-Astoria, they/fae/per
Hi. Cassius here (he/him), persecutor-ish alter in our system, as well as some other things. We’re very traumagenic. Here’s some thoughts:
There’s no such thing as too much/too little trauma for a system to form. Different people have different thresholds of what will/won’t hurt them, and if that type of thing is repeatedly breached, the personalities fail to integrate and plurality can form in a disordered system. Easy as that.
You also might just have low dissociative barriers. We have really low dissociative barriers between me, Mal and Ada (even though that was kinda part of our programming, lol) so even when I’m out of front or on the other side of the curtain, I know what’s going on outside of the body.
If there’s any other details you want to mention, feel free to let me know. Always happy to help.