Tw: mention of depression (tw added by mod)
The only really bad thing about getting validation is the part after where all the good feelings go away and the general depression returns. To add insult to injury everything feels so much worse than usual because I got a glimpse of what being okay feels like. Why, just why, I’m so tired, why can’t I just feel okay for a bit longer. It’s just too much for me to keep thinking about right now.
