TW: g3n!tal!a (idk if I have to censor that so I am to be on the safe side)
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Things I would want from T
1 deeper voice
2 facial hair
3 hopefully my periods would go away
4 passing better!
Things I do not want from T
1 bottom growth
2 chest hair
Concerns
1 what if my gender changes back to fem and I’m dysphoric?
2 what if I still don’t pass?
3 what if my period doesn’t go away- ig I could take extra pills?
4 what if it negatively affects my mood?
Reasons i want T:
No period
Reasons i don’t want T:
Deeper voice
More hair
Some birth control pills can stop periods
Ooooh i’ll look into that when i get my period
I already don’t want it
Things I would want:
Deeper voice
Easier to gain muscles
There’s a chance it might make my boobs shrink a little.
Things I wouldn’t want:
Hair in more places
Hot flashes and soreness as side effects
Changed brain chemistry.
Overall not worth it for me.
Why I want T
Hair on my legs and arms
Deeper voice
Less or no periods
Why I don’t want T
Changed brain chemistry
Needles
Bad side effects
What I will be doing instead
Top and bottom surgery with no T
i’m just going to get top surgery prob
^^there’s gel packs for t
Reasons i want T:
Facial hair
Easier to gain muscles
No period
Deeper voice
Reasons i dont want T:
Bottom growth
Changes in brain chemistry
Reasons i want T:
Passing
Reasons I dont want T:
Everything else
Hmmmmmm….
Me: god i wish i was a cis boy
looks at cis boy
Hell no
Reasons I kinda want T:
Boobs might get smaller
Deeper voice (maybe)
Redistribution of fat
Making people confused about my gender
Reasons I don’t want T:
More hair in places
Change in brain chemistry
Apparently hot flashes and soreness