Is there a word for this

How does my gender feel like gender. It’s not specific enough, I don’t like it, but that’s it. So, I use bigender and pangender because it’s a mix of genders but my gender feels like an empty gender. Is there a xenogender for this?

You could be Gendervoid of Agender, but you could also use nonbinary.

You’re experiences sound like you could be Agender, but no pressure

Agender???