I hate being gendered!!!

I think the non-binary people are infecting me.. like I seriously don’t feel like a traditional man.. more so this weird mix of very vague man and unexplainable neutrality.
I also feel like it’s neutral in the sense of “pure”, where there’s balance because.. there isn’t! It basically feels.. UNexplainable. I don’t feel like a man or a woman, just some.. thing?
I don’t like being gendered with he/him and she/her. I wanna look more ambiguous? It feels like non-binary but more extreme.
Also pretty sleepy so sorry if you didn’t understand. When the sleepiness goes away I might make an effort to type it all back again.
Honestly don’t know what I am..
TL:DR: I feel like a thing. My gender is completely ambiguous and just so neutral and.. natural???

I don’t quite understand what you said but I think i get what you mean

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It’s perfectly okay to feel a little unsure about your gender identity, and embracing that feeling is just fine.
Many wonderful people find themselves beyond the usual labels of boy and girl, exploring a beautiful range of gender ideas. Finding words that feel cozy to you is a special journey, and terms like agender or genderfluid might bring you some comfort, or you can even make up your own that feels just right!
Always remember, it’s all about what feels true to you, and you have all the time you need to understand your feelings without any rush to fit into a box.