Okay !!so!!.
Usually I have a pretty clear picture of what my gender might “look like”
Bit recently that’s been like
Gone
Which I do not like at all
And the labels are making less sense and nothing fits right even if I like the label and use it
And I don’t know if my gender is weird for being explained best in my head visually
But it’s like
Unclear?
Idk
I just can’t tell as much of how my gender feels but maybe this is how most people’s gender is
But like
It doesn’t feel real when I do try to visualize it
Nothing clicks into place like it used to
That’s how my gender usually is, so i don’t really have anything to help you, sorry
Also that kinda read like a free verse poem /neu
Oh
This is normal. Don’t pressure yourself into thinking gender should be 100% clear all the time. You don’t have to figure it out now.
It’s not normal to me because it felt clear and visual like this for almost 10 months since I started using my current label I think
It was figured out but now it’s messy